The spiritual journey had nothing to do with being nice. It was about being real. Authentic. Having boundaries. Honoring my space first others second. And in this space of self care being nice just happened, it flowes not motivated by fear but by love.
I just back from my trip to Myanmar , Bangkok and Laos. Been almost two week travel alone. A lot of contemplating moment. Silent time and positive self talk.
The past is gone, the future is not yet here, and if we do not go back to ourselves in the present moment, we cannot be in touch with life....
It's quite late, i order the tuk tuk from my hotel to take me to Angkor Wat. It will be my second time to visit this amazing UNESCO heritage site.
The first time i visit this place is long long time ago in 2010. I remember , how i wake up pretty early ,around 3 AM to catch the sunrise with very crowd group of tourist near the lake and just focusing to take picture.
and today, I choose to revisit again Angkor Wat , with the different perspektive.
I feel pretty lucky, to explored a huge area of the temple after the rain. Quiet time. Less Tourist. I just feel like i go back to the old era of khmer.
This place truly have mejesty aura around. I feel the stone talk to each other. I can hear the wind moving and the bird chirping.
I read from the history. The construction of the temple is symbolism between the setting sun and death. Miniature replica of the universe in stone and represent earthly model of the cosmis world.